04032003:
Today Layton, Jason, Alex, and I went to the local Wal-mart. I stole some batteries, Jason bought some blonde hair dye, and layton stole like six packs of C and D batteries. Alex's quote is "If it's there, they want you to take it." She's gonna be going back to Colorado soon. I'll miss her. She's so cool. I met Otis the dog, and he likes humping my leg and trying to look up my skirt. I don't know why I'm at the library right now. Their computers are slow. I checked out two books, and bought one for .10 cents. They are Sadies Song by Linda Hall, Dakota Grand by Kenji Jasper, and Orphans by Gerald Pearce. I also got myself a guitar. It's pretty. It was only 25 bucks, so my money's not really wasted either way. I think it's pretty. I think Layton is also starting to give "us" a chance. He offered to take me home today, and he's been wanting to hang out a lot lately, and he's staying with me for a week when I go to college. So, all seems pretty good to me. Ok, I think I'll either start walking home, or sit down and read while I wait for my mom to get here. Um, that is all.

03242003
this will be a quick update. i had the weirdest dream last night. it's rather sick. i dreamt that i was a guy! i don't know who i was, exactly. probably someone i'd never met before. he was a really cute guy though. black hair (and probably blue eyes mmmmmmm). i was jacking myself off in the dream! and i don't know why (or if it's what it really feels like to guys) but i had feelings in the dream, and it was mmmm mmmm good! i'm such a perv.

03222003:
go buy my stuff!
http://www.cafeshops.com/xanthophobia

03212003:
Me, and Amanda got the scholarship that me, her, Holly, and Shanna were interviewed for yesterday! Go me!

03192003:
go buy my panties!
i made them tonight.
or, at least go look at them!
here and here!

03192003:
Last night, I went to Stacey’s house. I watched “The Ring” with her. That movie wasn’t exactly scary. But, it was DISTURBING! Exorcist disturbing. My favourite part in the whole thing was when the doctor goes, “You don’t really want to hurt people, do you?” And Samara replies in an innocent voice, “…but I do.” I hope there’s a sequel to it.

Today, I gave a pint of blood. It wasn’t bad at all. The guy that took my blood was super cool. We sang a song together! And, my cute old guy fetish set in a little. Hehe. Ok, I’m drowsy from blood loss-age. Felicia got sick at choir practice because of it, and one girl passed out in from of C building. I’m gonna stop typing now, because my finger prick is bothering me. OH, I have another scholarship interview tomorrow! Wish me luck!

03172003:
I actually did something fun tonight! I went to the movies with Tina and Stacey. I really wanted Layton to go (then Tina came online), but he didn't have any money. I didn't have any money either, but Stacey was generous enough to buy my ticket. We watched "How to lose a guy in 10 days". It was really good. I miss hanging out with Stacey. I'm watching "The Ring" with her tomorrow. My mom is such a fucking bitch. She's all like, "why don't you turn that thing off and go to bed?!" SHE's up. I get up on time in the mornings, and I'll be doing whatever the hell I want when I leave for college in a few months anyway. God, get a life woman. Well, I suppose I'll go do some homework now.

03162003:
I was supposed to sell ten items for my physics trip to Virginia. I only sold like four, and I highly doubt I'll be getting anymore sold by tomorrow's deadline. I wonder if that means I can't go. It doesn't really phase me any, though. I'll just keep my hundred bucks. One girl sold enough for three extra people, so maybe that will help with the ones that didn't sell enough, or something.

As you can see, I totally re-did my layout. I was thinking about buying a domain, but I'll have my own web-space when I go to UNC.

I washed three loads of clothes today, and I have one more to go. Then I need to clean my room (I can barely walk in here), write to my pen pals, and do a five page paper on Protein Synthesis.

If I had you linked on the other layout, and you're not linked here, please let me know. I forgot to save a copy of the old html when I was editing.

03152003:
I went to another soccer game yesterday with Layton, Alex, and Jason. I found out that Jason is going to dye his Mohawk the same colour I’m dying my hair. So, what better way to get it done, than to get it done together? I think it’s so cool that such a creative individual (and someone so much like myself) has the same last name as me. He’s my non-related brother. Sweet. I’m so excited about April. I get to visit my college for the first time. Yes, I ultimately decided on going to Chapel Hill. I prayed to hard to actually get in to this university to turn it down. Jason drove Layton’s car around the parking lot, just a couple of yards, and Layton’s mom came out there all pissy about it. Jason has his license. She’s just a total bitch. She’s way too over-protective. But, that’s a good thing. Layton will be spending a lot of time with me at UNC because of this. He’ll also be sharing my meal-card and bed with me. So, this should be interesting.

At the game yesterday, we lost (of course). Me, Alex (another girl), Layton, and Jason all went into the boys bathroom while a bunch of people were watching. It was sooooo hilarious. Everyone was like, “they’re gonna have an orgy in the bathroom”. I think the guy’s bathroom is cool. It has two normal urinals, and a midget urinal. And, surprisingly, it’s cleaner than the girl’s room. We also locked Layton in the trunk of his car. The trunk has a space that leads to the back seat though. So, I sat in the back, and he was all like, “Catrina, touch my penis”. So, I did. Layton’s a bit fondle-a-phobic. He’ll get over it. Yay for mindless fun at soccer games!

03132003:
I had soooo much fun last night. I went to a soccer game with Layton, Jason, and Alex. We hung out in the bleachers, humping each other (not literally). Layton stole my shoe, threw it, and then walked around the track with me. He's such a sweet-heart. I think I'm falling back in like with him again. He showed me his pubic hair today (it was nicely trimmed). He procedded to say that if I wanted to see his "goods", I'd have to stand up and look down his pants. I was supposed to bring my "i have issues" shirt for Layton to wear today, but I didn't know if he was serious or not. He was dared by his third block class to dress up, really dress up. He looked SO sexy! I can't wait to have him come to UNC with me. He'll be sleeping with me. Yay! My mom's making me plaid-bondage pants for Friday. I'm going to the game with Layton on Friday also if he can make it. *smiles evily*

03082003:
Well, it turns out Perry was an asshole all along. This is so fucked up. Perry stopped talking to me around Valentine's Day. No explanation, or anything. I got an e-mail from another girl that he "played" today. I talked to her on msn. I'm glad I moved on.

Hello, I know you don't know me but I know what Perry did to you. I was in your position. I am sorry I didn't warn you earlier. I thought he had changed. If you would like to chat, what messenger do you use and ur screen name?